SUNFLOWER

----------------THE JULY BABY --------------

Fun to be with.
Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be with friends .. Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

The above description is rather true in my humble opinion. LMAO!

anw, i finished watching The Seventh Day. Kevin Cheng, aka you zhi ying in the show, constantly reminded me of someone.
who is a total woodblock.
hooked on a John Grisham book recently. haha. i am such a slacker... i read abt half of it during work tday la. feel so guilty now:/
oh wells, ciaos

it's 23:47 now

< Monday, March 17>

good grief, i still havent applied for any of the three local Us yet.
i read saturday papers and the conclusion drawn is that demand outstrips supply.
hmms. i still dont have a clear picture of where i will be, five to ten yrs fr now.

oh wells.

changed the blogskin, hope it's pleasing to the eye.[:
love the GREEENNN!X)

continued on 18th March

recently this ominous thought has been going through my mind,

"what if i were to die here and now? will anybody know?"
then a small voice in the corner of my brain answers: "obviously not. you dont matter to anyone at all."

:/

oh wells pardon my insecurities, they eat me alive.
despite this, i love my friends!

it's 00:50 now

< Tuesday, March 11>

I may be a not-bad-student but I'm definitely not a good person.

I'll never know what I want in life, what to do with my worthless life, etc.
sighs, not in a blogging mood recently but just wanna say Step Up 2 is a nice movie...watched it with nicole after work tday, it was kinda of an impulse thing(:

oooh and i love the energy and passion fr the dancers!
the leading lady's rather prettyyy while Moose provides comic relief.
he is so cute!
Dancing is a great form of relaxation and self-expression.

Edited 15th March, 2:07am

making three people angry/upset/disappointed this week is clear evidence of my character flaws.

it's 23:06 now

< Friday, March 7>

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Fernando Torres, i wanna score a hat-trick too. in about three hrs or so:/

it's 11:27 now

< Wednesday, March 5>

i fell in love all over again, with none other than L.

the perfect genius and his weird/unique mannerism.
as usual, the pictures do not belong to me, i wish they did thoughXD

it's 23:35 now

< Tuesday, March 4>

hmms. quite free at work this morning, wonder how long will this "free-ness" last?

aye, i should be contented alr.
here's how my workplace computer's desktop looks like:

~~well it's a bit hard to upload the picture somehow...should be able to get it up soon, given my computer competency hahaha.~~
And so it's announced. Friday's D-day. wonder if i will survive through that day.
emotional turmoil?
breaking into tears?
so unlike me la!
but who knows?
bottomline is: i dont like making decisions and decisions, BIG ones, have to be made after obtaining those dreaded results.
Can some wise person give me some directions in life? my life is already full of regrets and i feel i will screw up this time also. i'll regret not studying harder or sth like that.

OMG. how i wish i can just hide myself away from all these. wth!

sighs sighs sighs.
in thy confused state, i'm counting in twelves, eighteens, twentynines

it's 12:13 now