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< Wednesday, November 29>

back for more than 24 hrs alrdy!!
with mozzie/ant bites.
hmms. have been contemplating whether to blog abt LTC.
LTC started on 24th nov and only ended at 9 plus the 27th. so most probs the entry will be quite long.
in the end, i decided to blog cos i want to keep memories of it for the rest of my life.

first and foremost,
one particular shoutout:
TINTA, TINTA, TINTA!
tristram rockks my socks. (wet and soggy ones included, lol)

day one
dragged my barang barang to my dad's car and we set off to serangoon's macs.
haha, yeps. met up with most of the TRISTRAM dearies for breakfast. the atmosphere then was comfortable but rather silent, i think.
after breakfast, we walked back to nanyang to assemble at the carpark in frnt of those container clsrms to board the chartered buses.
at JB campsite,
after settling the logis and admin stuff,
TRISTRAM did the general stns and HE
.
there was this pt in time when it rained so we moved to the indoor rock wall. when it was my turn, i still rmbred i struggled v hard and long to climb to the top......which i eventually did. felt really relieved and accomplished at tt moment bcos the belaying team and the rest of TRISTRAM and facils were practically shouting their lungs out to cheer me on! THANK YOU very much.
.
vertical challenge was both mentally and physically straining, as well as challenging. wanna applaud june, chun ho, min wei and kok wey for doing the vertical challenge. june is one brave and agile girl can!:D
for those who didnt do VC due to time constraints, kudos too!
before i forget, i enjoyed myself tremendously being the KITCHEN IC. the best part was scooping and serving food for the other campers!!
;
KITCHEN ICs, pls report to ms ong 10 mins b4 meal time!

hahas:)
made new and old friends in the process.
new: priscilla and jin sheng :D
old: monica and hui yen, they're also my pri sch clsmates! :D

day two
started off with abseiling and flying fox. so cool can! totally relaxing and FUN going on that flying fox! spent quite some time on the tower cos the female instructor was asking me abt petanque, haha(: then TOOK THE GIANT LEAP FORWARD! WHEE~~~ oh, realised i forgot to shout TRISTRAM. wo ai ne! hahas.

then it was urban quest. tintagel assembled at the canteen and had water parade tgt.
drew map and TRISTRAM was the first to complete our L-shaped map so we set off first. and i must say, we were very lucky, both SMRT buses came at perfect timings and this gave us a major headstart.
quelyn, june and winnie told us IQ stories(nt sure how to call them) on the bus. rather mind-bloggling. ask me if ya want(:
we also played polar bear and hunter twice. but twice, the polar bears killed the hunters on first attempt. LOL. that proves one thing:
the twelve of us in TRISTRAM got telepathy betw us!
can read ea others' minds la!
after some hours,
arrived at our final destination--
west coast.
;
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did the obstacle course, pitched tents and cooked dinner.
had porridge style curry chicken char lor mee! 0.o hahahas

nxt was night quest,
serene paired us up, my partner was raphael!
he was blindfolded whilst my hands were tied up.
yeps. and then the six pairs of TRISTRAM had to go thru
five stns:
1) 3D spider web (similar to level camp's)
2) crawling on ice and cold water
3) math questions. got drenched by mr loo and ms lim when we answered wrongly
4) geting the tealight
5) walked through the bumpy and curvy bridge? made of logs. needed to protect the tealight at the same time.
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played other games like ard the world in 80 days, party invitation and fuzzy wuzzy during outdoor cooking.

tintagel rested in tents on the grass patch for that night.

day three
returned back to the jb campsite.
tintagel did rafting as a whole sub-camp. rafting reminded me of the good old days of guides can!
thank you PANADOL? for lending us ur raft. our raft cldnt float at first but in the end, it worked and june and siva represented us to retrieve the map fr mr alvin tan.
water confidence test and capsize drill.
TRISTRAM stuck to night quest's pairings for the double kayaks.
raphael si pro de lor! haha(:
capsize drill was superbly thrilling too~
aft dinner, sir LANCELOT and TRISTRAM prepared for finale night.
ren kai was the chosen ali baba. his signature smile so spastic can! :D
darren acted as his girlfriend.
agnes, yvonne and another girl played the roles of ali baba's friends.
geok ting, quelyn, min wei, kok wey etc. were the mob who ambushed him.
yong cai and chun ho were part of the crowd that was almost knocked dwn by ali baba.
guan kang and raphael were the pillars. for obvious reasons.
siva, june and melissa were the narrators.
me was the dentist!


day four
SEA EXPEDETION.
this time, my partner was lynette, a very pretty girl!! :D:D
she's extremely nice and patient as well.
then we exchanged partners with chin ping and mervis halfway.
was very warmed by ppl who offered help, checked if i was okay. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
i must have looked downright shagged. :/:/
sang songs to boost TINTAGEL's morale and we became more bonded as we kayaked tgt.
after washing the kayaks,
tintagel had one hr to wash up and have our lunch.
aft lunch,
sir LANCELOT and TRISTRAM cleaned the toilets tgt.
discovered a tiny toad in frnt of the gents. ahahs. that reminded me tt it was the fourth time some of us girls spotted a toad alrdy. found it in our bunks 2 or 3 times? freaky! LOL.
then the entire camp loaded onto the buses to go back to nanyang.
my! i sudd missed sch a lot la. haha
the whole camp gathered in the MPR for a sharing session. at this point, i sudd realised it wld have been better if AVALON (abalone), CAMELOT (can anot?) and TINTAGEL had more chance to interact and bond with each other.
oh wells, we performed for ea other in LT4 during finale night.
the entire camp also did tribal tgt and sang a birthday song for ms lee.
ended camp w lotsa phototaking!!!

to fellow tintagels:
pls send me photos if ya have(:

in conclusion,
didnt regret going for LTC at all! forged many new friendships and strengthened existing ones!
last but not least, thank you TRISTRAM dearies and facils, camp wldnt be the same w/o the 14 of u! muacckks! <3


it's 14:11 now

< Thursday, November 23>

the safest place for your retainers is in your mouth.
so unfortunately...true.
i'm feeling ah ma4-ish now. ROARS!
note: sorry if i sound like i'm whining.


it's 18:18 now

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tuesday was a rather busy day.
woke up LATE. yikes, was supposed to meet mj, gloria and ys in school at 11AM and the idiot me only reluctantly shifted my weight off that comfy bed, at 10.45AM. urgh!

anyway,
arrived later in school in home clothes. boy, do i feel strange wearing something that's not sch-related within the sch compounds lar! and we sat down together at a table. situated in the atrium to put the red, blue and yellow rice into a bottle.
ehh, rice grains to be exact:p

here's our final product.

rice better like, no, love his present. haha. it's so pretty right?
2nd pic: gloria, mj, rice, ys and me. four jie jies with OG12's xiao didi! LOL.

mj and gloria stayed at dhoby gaut mrt ctrl stn to meet rice whilst ys and me went into ps to check out AIJISEN RAMEN and GELARE. haha, both places were abt 3quarters occupied. 'cause it was ard lunchtime when we were thr. dont really know how to continue frm here, so i'll do photo blogging again


the side dish that yee sam and me shared. soft shell crab. crispy and yummy sia=)

looking good. aijisen serves humongous bowls of ramen!

tada, another side dish-- fried cuttlefish(:

one slice of oreo cheesecake. to replace the usual big bday cake! LOL.

wow, wow. i like this the best. haha. but it's fattening, as quoted fr rice. -.-"" well hecks, waffles with ice-cream are superbly delicious!

even the photo's so tempting huh:/




the following day~
set foot in nanyang slightly later than 2PM. to paint sir tristram's flag/banner. the design(thought up by yong cai) on the yellow flag constitutes of a crest/shield with wings sprouting out from behind and there's also a sword that goes through the middle of the shield at the back. the words "decisive faith"(suggested by quelyn and maybe, renkai)are written by kokwey on the green shield. and of course, tristram (our group name) was written by yours truly, below the shield. overall,
looks quite cool! and the neon yellow shoelaces tt min wei bought are cool too!
on a random note,
TRISTRAM people are nice and friendly.


it's 00:18 now

< Saturday, November 18>

Be bold and courageous.
When you look back at your life, you will regret the things you didn't do, rather than the things you did wrongly.

they seem rather meaningful, these words... saw them on a poster pasted on the band room's wall. whilst waiting for gloria tday, i observed the band people abit and realised tt they're very much at ease and comfortable with each other la. which is what i admire most abt band... haha. neverminds.

spent most of this week going for holiday lectures.
as expected, chem lectures were the most efficient in my opinion. haha, they wrapped up group seven, started and finished periodicity and group II elements. (maybe it's cause they got more lectures.) anw, i think i saw MR LOW(not 0626's mr low) in town, near plaza singapura, the other day.
also crossed paths with the petanque guys after i finished watching casino royale with theresa and jacynth.
tuesday
ice skating session with the most of 0626.
fell down two times but i consider myself quite lucky already. cynthia fell down so many more times leh...ouch! and being the mean me, i laughed at her almost everytime she fell. so sorry ya, cynthia? overall, ice-skating is fun! but the ice rink is rather small and it feels darn artificial la.

thursday
finally removed my braces. after sooo long. woot woot. *jumps ard excitedly*
the dentist warned me that it wld hurt when it was being removed. hmms. i dont feel so. in fact, it was more painful when she 'cleaned' my teeth. and my mouth was numbed frm the constant opening of it for 15 mins or more. LOL!
sighs, will have to put on retainers later on though.

wednesday and friday afternoons were spent running or walking on the school's track with the usual girls. sometimes, it doesnt matter what you do, it's the company u're with that matters.

;
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grace must and will learn how to be more appreciative and contented with the simple pleasures of life!
grace must also learn how to take things in stride.
grace wants to leave everything behind.

oh ya, would also like to express much thanks to my greatest shifu, cally!
i really feel that it was very sweet of her to do that for me.(: i will treasure the BOOK alot! thank you again, my shifu.
anyway,
LTC ! Here i come!
but at the same time, I AM--
rather apprehensive. apprehensive of what? i haven't got a clue.


it's 21:15 now

< Monday, November 13>

here to fill this space with rubbish again, i guess...

friday
NY125, 126 and 127 had their respective ops in the morning. i met them in school and followed them to ps for their post-op celebration.
first, KFC.
then, SWENSENS... you shld have realised that my passion for food is growing? LOL






some weirdo yellow sign i saw at a certain ps shop. that shop also sells rather "interesting" board games and badges.




cute and huggable stuff!




the not-so-cute people. haha, jk only. :D

saturday
woke up ard 7am... that's really very early for me, cause i am such a pigg on saturdays. anyway,
why did i wake up so early?
the reason:
to meet carine, cynthia, xiuxuan and vanessa. for jogging at hougang sports stadium. LOL.

well, to tell the truth, i didnt run. but walked 5 rounds. cause i was LAZZYYY!(again)muahaha. the only exception was when i sprinted to catch up with xx and cyn. which resulted in them running too when they saw me chasing after them. i seriously had no idea why la. LOLs.

good job carine and vanessa, you two ran 11 rounds right? (:

visited adeline's hse after all that to eat lunch and chat! bought BUBBLE TEA which confirmed that i'm addicted to caffeine. sighs. LOL!
:D:D watched adeline's sis play audition. asiasoft's 3D online dancing game. i am starting to play AUDITION too le, was influenced by her...
in the midst of a heavy downpour,
van and i took 73 back to tpy from adeline's house as adeline and the rest got something on.
.
.
after washing up and having a hearty meal, i walked over to vanessa's hse for the stay-over. chit-chatted, snacked and marathoned the detective conan anime dvds i brought over.
we finally slept at 3plus or 4am. hahas.

sunday
woke up to unfamiliar surroundings(duh!) ate a bowl of smooth and tasty beancurd with vanessa for breakfast then procceeded to walk back to my own home. to get ready for gp tuition. sianed.

after tuition, met up with
kailing
charmaine
vanessa
jacynth(lunched with her at meridian fdcourt. we both ordered korean spicy chicken set)
.
.
ard city hall mrt stn/raffles city
.
.
we proceeded to have a dessert feast at KURIYA, some high-class looking japanese restaurant. luckily, the jap desserts were priced reasonably at SGD5 due to a certain promotion. yayness!
in KURIYA
there are large clear windows that enabled us to see the chefs in the huge kitchen, hence i noticed that thin slices of meat were hung ard. and the chefs were looking pretty zoned out when we stepped into the restaurant. at first glance, that was rather creepy and comparable to a "wax museum" like what kailing said.
but we soon got used to it.

DESSERTS GALORE. SWEET STUFF RAWKS!
my sins exposed:




























i'll be a chubby girl soon. urghh! RAH! or shld i rejoice?
whatever.


it's 00:18 now

< Thursday, November 9>

at the request of nicole... see, i am such a guai girl.
HAHA!

1. Single, taken or crushing?
single

2. Are you happy with your life now?
contented but not happy. come what may, we'll all die someday or live each day to the fullest and leave impactful footprints in others' lives? i'm always wavering betw these two statements but usually, i believe in the first more.

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
hmms. i think so bah. how do you determine if he's right anyway?

4. Have you ever been heart broken?
heart broken, no la. i'd rather my heart be dead.

5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
cheating love is...? well if you mean cheating when you have a bf/gf alrdy.. then my answer wld be under no circumstances. cannot jiao ta liang zhi chuan!

6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
most probs not. but who knows? love is irrational, or rather, makes those in love irrational. hahaha.

7. Have you talked about marriage to someone else before?
ehh. not that i remember... but if i did, it would be with my besties and dearest girlfriends lo.

8. Do you want children?
i dont know leh.

9. How many?
0

10. Would you consider adoption?
too far away to think about this kind of stuff la. i dont even know what course i want to take in uni lo-.- so sad.

11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings?
irritating me by being po po ma ma is definitely a no-no! the way he feels more at ease with and will not scare me off too... haha, i am just crapping.

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
how would i know when i have never gotten into one before!

13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
OF COURSE

14. Do you believe you can change someone?
maybe, maybe not.

15. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
like i've said before, when i think of what university course i want to take then i'll think about this.

16. Do you give in easily when fighting?
ya. sometimes i dont even put up a fight:/

17. Do you have feelings for anyone now?
erm...duno.

18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
would you consider giving up on that someone then realising he likes you back a few months later as ever? haha, i'm just giving an example(:

19. Have you ever broken a heart?
whoas. of course not! i also not that extraordinaryly pretty. =)=)

20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what will you do?
ehhs. this is so drama la. wont happen in reality de, only in tv shows...but seriously, i wont know what to do.

21. Are you missing anyone right now?
yeah. i miss alot of people.

22. Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
as usual, the nice me says: kope if u feel like doing.


it's 18:20 now

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take a deep breathe.
they heaved a sigh of immense relief;
YIPPEE!

that darn pw cycle has finally ended, with that much dreaded oral presentation taking place this morning. ahaha. like what vivian said, i shall not care about the results yet!
still, i wld like to express my utmost gratitude to my fellow pw mates--
cheng en
samuel
henry
renjie
.
yups. thank you very much and sorry for the seemingly bad attitude i displayed all this while. lols. and maybe we should just burn all the rubbish in the pw working file. like how cheng en suggested. oh ya,
congrats to all thirteen in 0626 who signed up for ogls! we are all shortlisted la. let's enthu enthu together for 01 next yr ya?





i guess i'm hooked.
the first time i tried the above dish, it was with calina...
the second; was with jacynth after gp tuition.
then the third time i gobbled it down hungrily with yee sam aft sunday's petanque competition
and the fourth, but not last, visit was with vivian yesterday~
:D :D


it's 12:35 now

< Friday, November 3>

i am proud of my elf-like shaped ears

they're interesting.
what a queer observation made by vanessa. but i like! lols.

as said before, i've gone into the ULTIMATE stoning mode. staring at this screen for oh-so-long alrdy. and not doing anything at all. cept breathing, maybe.
so, in order not to bore myself to death. i looked through gettyimages.com and saved quite a number of pictures which i considered beautiful, artistic and lovely. haas, you get the idea la.

then after half an hour of fooling ard, i decided to make a slideshow...it's dedicated to my friends and most importantly, fellow CHOCOLATE lovers. haha, you'll know why after you view it.
here's it-: click







riding on a fast train;
away from all my troubles.
it's just like that,
let me be.


it's 23:21 now

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once upon a time, there lived a little girl. her parents loved her very much and hence, they doted on her so. they gave her everything she wished for and worked very hard to provide their little princess with the best, or rather, what they perceived to be the best. on this certain rainy november morning, this little girl took out her pink diary and wrote:

dear diary, i am so happy! yesterday was the first day of preschool you know. i was very excited and eager to make new friends. the teacher, mrs lim was very kind and pretty. she even gave me a strawberry-flavoured lollipop! and she smells like...lilies. the best thing is, i saw a cute boy with the most adorable smile. and i love his laughter because it is so infectious!

six months later, she wrote:

however, i soon realised that humans are scary. they are a greedy and insatisfiable lot. when they need your help, they smile and praise you to the skies. when they do not; they shun you like plague and question your behaviour behind your back. humans are always wearing a mask. a mask that is deemed acceptable to the society; and if your mask is different or flawed, they'd call you a freak.
i've also gathered that humans are pathetic bunch of fools. why do i say so? they always hanker after the impossible and they are never contented with what they have. in the process, humans deceive, convive, backstab, and betray.
and the worst thing is, i am human.
i told mama just now that i'm tired. that i wanted to sleep.
but i never told her that it'll be eternal.


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the very next day, the police found this little girl lying in a pool of blood, clutching her diary tightly to her chest.


it's 18:02 now