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grace an ordinary girl who doesnt understand herself. she is extremely confused and slightly eccentric, nothing else

reach my prismic soul
A crazy lunatic who babbles nonsense from time to time. Typical fangirl. Kills people in the graveyard behind the house, then digs their brains out to cook healthy soup for the severely undernourished body. Ain't an educated person but just a rote learner. She might be considered as a young adult in 2008 but she behaves like a three year old kid. Mood swings are not uncommon. Has a soft spot for artistic people, cute soft toys, chocolates, donuts, muffins and colours. Lanky/skilled footballers too. She does not really plan for the future and hates making important decisions. In essence, if you know me you know me.

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Hell Kitchen II Solitary II America's Next Top Model -created by Tyra Banks Supernatural II The Young Warriors Certain soccer matches


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< Thursday, June 28>


who's the one circled in red?
ah, and finally there's a BREAK to the exam stress.

4 days of redemption; i need some self-saving and better brain absorption/diffusion rate.
doesnt make sense? then nevermind.
shall slack off a bit before starting to prepare for nxt week's exams. as always, i nvr seem to be able to complete the PAPERS in time. oh wells. i only HOPE to get rid of 'U' this time round.

random thought: i dont wanna eat instant noodles for lunch anymore!

to all who are taking exams(of any sort), hang on in there


it's 12:13 now

< Wednesday, June 20>

four more days to D-day.


WOOOS~ am i excited or fearful or what?

haha, dont know. but i know the mozzies are here to invade my home.
stumbled upon this webby whilst i was messing around ytd(:

CLICK!

The Life Path 7 suggests that you entered this place with a gift for investigation, analysis, and keen observation. You are a thinker of the first order. You evaluate situations very quickly, and with amazing accuracy. As a result, you are thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to meet a high standard of performance, too.

A Life Path 7 person is a peaceful and affectionate soul. But you guard your connection to people carefully. It's easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people, and you avoid them. You aren't one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it's for life. It's as if you must get to know someone a lot better before you allow the wall surrounding you to be penetrated. Chances are you are a very charming and refined individual with great poise and a quick wit. Nonetheless, there is an exclusiveness about you. You probably aren't a very social person. Your reserve is often taken to be aloofness, but actually, it's not that at all. It is merely a cover up for your basic feeling of insecurity. There's no rush, It takes time for you to warm up to new friends. Clubs and organizations hold little interest for you; you are not a joiner.

You actually like being alone and away from the hustle and bustle of modern life. In many ways, you would have fit in better in much earlier times when the pace of life was less hectic. You need a good deal of quiet time to be with your own inner thoughts and dreams. You dislike crowds, noise, distractions, and confusion.

The overwhelming strength of the number 7 is reflected in the depth of thinking that is shown; you will garner knowledge from practically every source that you find. Intellectual, scientific, and studious, you don't accept a premise until you have dissected the subject and arrived at your own independent conclusion.

This is a very spiritual number and it often denotes a sort of spiritual wisdom that becomes apparent at a fairly early age. A built in inner guide providing a strong sense of intuition may set you up as being a law unto yourself. Whatever spiritual position you take, whether traditional or bizarre, you will cling to it with fervor. Once you have decided an issue, it is almost impossible to get you to revisit the question. Adaptability is not your style, and change for you is a rarity.

You rely heavily on your experiences and your intuition, rather than accepting advice from someone. Your hunches usually prove to be very accurate, and knowing this, you follow the directions they seem to guide.

In the most negative use of the 7 energies, you can become very pessimistic, lackadaisical, quarrelsome, and secretive. A Life Path 7 individual who is not living life fully and gaining through experiences, is a hard person to live with because of a serious lack of consideration for others. There is such a negative attitude. Indeed, operating on the negative side of the 7 can produce a very selfish and spoiled individual and living with one can be a challenge. This may be why some 7s actually prefer living alone. If you have any of the negative traits they are very difficult to get rid of because you tend to feel that the world really does owe you a living or that in some way you are not being fairly treated.

Fortunately, the negative 7 is not the typical 7, at least not without some mitigating positive traits. This number is one that seems to have some major shifts from highs to lows. Stability in feelings may be elusive for you.


it's 22:52 now

< Friday, June 15>

hmms.

spent close to 9 hours or more in school.
reason: a workshop thingy to prepare for scholarships' interviews, presented by ms teo ser lee (yeah, the MP Teo's pretty sis) and trainer peter lim.

learnt corporate ETIQUETTE too(:

i didnt know the programme required for us to role-play, do short presentations and self-intro.. else, i wldnt have signed up for it. given my SHY nature, LOL
oh wells. what doesnt kill makes one stronger.
it was useful in a way tt it sorta motivated me mentally to study hard but it's difficult to stay motivated when i dont have a clear idea of what i want.
aye,
neverminds.
i shldnt waste time thinking too much. just let this song lull me into a deep slumber.

/Superman- Five for Fighting

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me.


it's 00:57 now

< Sunday, June 10>

歌曲:脱轨
歌手:JS 专辑:nero-scream(ep二部)

深夜的颓废
弥留的狼狈
有种活着的气味
陌生的安慰
温暖却可悲
爱谁已经不绝对
总在理所当然结局里崩溃
怀疑自己太勉强的存在
究竟为谁
世界已经脱轨
我的心碎
不过是城市里悲凉的点缀
爱情已经脱轨
我无所谓
趁这一切已经不太完美
漂流的旅程
看不清方位
我该前进或后退
谁叫我任性
爱你的吊诡
在爱里我们都犯罪
这世界太虚伪
那些是非
已经看不清它是错还是对

一切已经脱轨
无路可退
一片漆黑


it's 14:56 now

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emo kidd. emo freak!
sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be a kid again. to be totally carefree, worri-less, naive and ignorant. would i really be happier?
nah, i highly doubt so. my character is such that i tend to be kinda pessimistic and cynical abt everything. but at least i wont be afraid to speak my mind, i wont care abt how my actions will have undesirable consequences or whatever..


i need to learn how to grow up.


my brain screams:

you want to die ah. nvr study hard, always use the comp and stone. you are really gonna fail your exams horribly lor.
dont always practise math leh. use the time and try to grasp the complicated physics concepts and apply them in tys questions luh.
u are so gg to get a wonderful scolding fr mr. low
time is running out, fast.


unfortunately, grace is a darn stubborn girl who doest listen.
she continues to waste her time sitting ard at home, stoning...
chionging tvb dramas.

my other voice in the brain screams:
aye, nevermind luh. you know yourself best. you dont have to start studying now. cause you'll forget eth you've studied by the time the actual exams comes.
oh wells, short-term memory.







argh! my life's a mess. just like my study table:/


it's 14:47 now

< Wednesday, June 6>

oh the well is dry.

damn dry. very DRY, not even a single drop of...
motivation.
doest make sense and i dont plan to make sense. anyway, i have submitted the draft of my SCHOOL GRAD CERT, just minutes ago.

i'm currently hoping w crossed fingers that the tchers will give the green light;
it aint easy praising yourself w/o sounding like a simple-minded idiot, TSK.

i am not skinny,


it's 01:19 now

< Saturday, June 2>

random thoughts

hehehs, the nanyang jc building is quite similar to a ghost town on a public holiday.
experienced this for myself, for the first time on thurs. it was rather cool. the chirping of the sparrows suddenly seemed as loud as the vibrations of my handphone.
due to certain unforseen circumstances, i was alone when i arrived, so i just sat at the brown wooden table at the eboussiant and took out some math to do.

the feeling was rather peaceful and serene. but the humid morning breeze made me rather sleepy so i started msg-ing gloria, realised that she was planning to come to school and study with the band people later.
so, i ended up studying phys spa with gloria and her friends in the container clsrm. well the point is: a school feels really wrong w/o its students

next up, attended NJC's choir concert on the very same night, Cantabile XXI, CELEBRATION!
the performance was superb, awesome, fantastic...basically, it was an audio treat(:
LOL, quoting what cally and gerald said: GOLD with honours is not anyhow award wan lor.

amongst the many songs that the choir sang, i particularly enjoyed:
Double Double Toil and Trouble - Jaako Mantyjarvi

Radetzsky March- J. Strauss

Como Compongo poco, Yo'Toy Loco- Alberto Grau (sang by the nygh choir which was one of the two guest choirs invited)


Special Item: A Cappella - this part of the programme practically won the most cheering, claps and rowdy whistles/high-pitched squeals and screams. cally was totally amazed by the guy who cld beat-boxed to imitate sounds of the bass, snare drums, splash and crash cymbals altgt... PRO SIA. the shorter guy who sang rainbow connection in a puppet-like? voice was also not bad.

finally, NJC choir ended the concert w the all-time-famous The Phantom of The Opera...

i've figured i should just watch all performing arts grps' concerts (that i hear of) after the damn As.


it's 00:26 now

< Friday, June 1>

random pics











it's 23:34 now